Been some time...

that the blank has been there for company. Its very possesive. Does not allow anything else to co-exist.
So right now... I am going to get out and try do something. Its lonely otherwise. I can't talk, think... say anything that makes sense.
At the risk of sounding morbid... feels like I am locked inside a room within and I can't find where the room is. Its night time and not much light either... So will have to wait it out till the sun shines again coz its not much use trying to navigate the labyrinth of fleeting thoughts... that I just can't seem to hold on to. Its blurred, getting slippery and cold and I am tired.